I hope my dreams were made of bricks,instead of a puffy white smoke Part 1

I called a friend of mine,who i have not talked to for about 4 years,and the moment i said “Hi”,she remembered who i am.The feeling when you found someone after losing them,words can’t describe it.She is one of those people who always believed in me. & i hope i can meet up with her soon.

E-LEARNING,IS MAKING ME HIGH!  I just manage to complete the english picture discussion.

The verve pipe-The Freshmen

WATCH IT,It’s worth it(:

Superficial? or just facing the reality

Spent my saturday by having tution in the noon.& i went for a family dinner,my father’s side. I was like talking to my cousin about my hopes & dreams and she was telling her dream life and so i told mine! I want a girl to strum guitars/have bangs/size 0-2/looking a little bit skanky/looks like a blow up doll. Haha,& i was talking about clubbing life.”will people take their tops off?” i asked! & THEY gave like “WHAT THE HELL” kinda look.haha

& if there is a girl who fits the description,you are the one for me.Ok,going to watch janice dickinson modelling agency & maybe one tree hill

Can I have a piece of you,filled with my cravings.

Today’s VE was the only lesson in 5 years of my life in this school was not boring.We had to make a town using sweets/candies/chocolate,practically stuff that gives you sugar rush! It was fun & alot of creativity is needed.

Seeing today people getting their O level results,next year it will be my turn.I will be waiting for my results with my sweating palms and my heart thuding and my throat will be dry like as if you swallowed a pill without water.A figure will determine your life and which path you go.& i wonder what if i do not make it ? will i be in my bed crying till my eyes dry up or just forget my dream or keep on fighting till i get my dreams.I wish to go to mass communication and you have to score 11 points.My second option is to pursue fashion designing and start my own label and be a successful fashion executive.Oh well i have to start studying.):just have to endure for about 8 months

I Try to be Delicate but I End up crashing into it.

YESTERDAY.

Woke up and looked at the time 9:50am,and i was like i’ve got to wake up at 8:30 cause my mother’s friend is participating in the thaipusam and my family also have prayers.So we walked and walked and like after reaching our destination,It was like 1:45pm.& then we were walking back to peace centre ,opposite where there is a viewing gallery.So we have to walk past the hotel rendezvous,so some of them went to the loo.Me & my uncle were viewing the magazine & i saw the Cosmopolitan magazine and i was like looking at the cover who looks like ashlee simpson and in the end it was ashlee simpson! She was looking so “BARBIE” the doll! I prefer her in the “outta my head video” where she is wearing the red boots! She was way hotter.& that looked like so revolting!”GROSS!” i said loudly and my uncle came and saw too. “You don’t like wemen (woman)” a eerie voice came from behind.He was a white with a piercing in his chain &  i was sp freaked out.He kinda looked like a paedophile,& thank there were people there and i was waiting for my mother and her friends.&  he was still lingering there,it so freaked me out,he was like in his early 20’s.& after that freaky incident me & my uncle & and brother went subway,and later went to arcade.

Playing Bishi Bashi Champ,my palms were so pain and i think i broke a blood vessel,oh well

& i finally watched the last charmed episode of season 1 I bought,saving up money to buy season 2.

Today

Oh well,absenting one day of school,and the amount of  worksheets we get is so much,and i failed my maths test by half a mark and there was another test today.Hope i pass and i don’t think i will cause i only knew how to do the graph.Argh