Your love is a lie

I’m on the verge of breakdown.

I’m kinda good at putting up a fake smile and acting all perky, but actually im really sad inside. I know it sounds cliché  but it’s true.

I really feel that my mum does not love me, ya she gets me what i want but i would give all that for three simple words from her. “I Love You”. It’s going to be a year since i heard that, and  i know some people would be fine but not all five fingers are the same. Smacking indirect comments do hurt me also, but i really never let that get into me. I got a tough skin from that. I do falter at times but the light is always there for me to pick up myself. 

 

Oh well.

Laugh your ass out!

It’s preety intense.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Perfect chemistry or am I just delusional ?

Finally term 2 is coming to an end . Singpore is so hot, im like sweating 24/7. It’s like the heat waves are just burning my fats.  “All We Are” by OneRepublic is currently being blasted from my speakers. I had always this feeling, not a comfortable feeling. What’s my purpose in life ?  Am i going to be rich or poor ? Will i make it to polytechnic or not ? Will i ever have my own fashion line ? Will i ever publish a book ? Will i ever have twins ?  Sometimes the negativity drains me and it takes a hell of a time to gain back my confidence. I’ve my mother tongue paper on Monday and i have to remind myself it is an “O” level paper.

All i have to do now is to strap myself tight for Semester 2 cause it’s going to be a hell of a journey.

 

PS:Scarlett Johansson released an album, for real.

Whitney Thompson, Stellar

The face of covergirl, timeless beauty.

 

High fashion, stunning

America’s Next Top Model, Cycle 10.

America’s Next Top Model is Whitney Thompson

Yes,finally a full-figured model/Plus size  won America’s Next Top Model!

I’m so elated, she can change the fashion world. Even when she was on the chopping block she was undaunted and proved that she could win the title. I really would like to meet her one day and here is her portfolio. I will upload her covergirl shot soon.