Moving.

I’ve moved!

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Drama!

Well,this the series that i’ve been currently addicted to.

The Hills.

The hills is damn nice. It’s a reality tv show,of course it is suppose to be good cause it’s reality! (if you don’t get what i mean then nevermind)

Legend of the Seeker

Looking at the poster,it is quite obvious it’s a fantasy show. The show is during the medival times where there is magic,swords,monsters and weird accents. I love it.

New seasons of our favourite shows are back!

90210

Gossip Girl

America’s Next Top Model! (short girls cycle)

There is also new series out & i’ve downloaded them!

Melrose Place

The Vampire Diaries

The Beautiful Life

I’m off to watch “Legend of the Seeker” .

What a dream.

The whole thing was funny and just random. It was all fun and games,until reality came in. I questioned myself,it’s like a mini little adventure in discovering who you are. There were times where butterflies were in my stomach and there were times were i will start panicking and try my level best not to sound stupid.

It was a new experience and i never regretted a single moment of it cause it’s this kind of stuff that makes you a better person. I just hoped that things will go on and then it all can be magical and not some pixie dust that lasts for a few minutes and then dies off. 

You make me laugh,little beyonce wannabe (single ladies). You make me think. You make me smile. Sometimes you act like some goofball and you don’t even know it. The dreams is so real and the moment i wake up…..

Bittersweet,emphasis on the bitter.

I don’t know how to start this post. I’m dumbfounded with everything. The actions of people affects us and hurts us. I’m disappointed in myself. I am just hurt on how the situation was handled. Oh well,things happened. Another episode i guess. Everything went wrong and things are just messed up. I’ve never cried for a long time and i almost  did. I felt like a weak pathetic soul cause boys don’t cry but then what can you do?

I almost died when i was in the train and the phone conversation was very useful. I kinda sorted things out,well not really it just made me feel better for like a minute only. I feel like some squashed pepsi can and being thrown in the recycle bin.Oh well,this shit always open but what to do,this journey called life isn’t easy. 

Back to some lighter topic,today was quite boring actually. I just took some notes that could inspire to like enhance the performance and shalom’s idea was like brilliant! I’m just waiting to get my hands on the equipment.HAHA.

Never loved.

I’ve just felt the urge to blog now. I’ve this unpleasant feeling and it doesn’t seems to fade off as usual. I don’t wanna sound like a loser but hate to say it i’ve never been in love. Only puppy love and crushes. Sometimes i feel so awkard thinking of it. Loving someone,in a very intimate way. Being naked in an emotional way where you wouldn’t be judged with your random thought. Waking up in the morning,and seeing you with your hair all tousled and your salvia drooling from your mouth and the occasional snoring and saying “I LOVE YOU” I don’t know where that scene popped out from but then again it makes sense. We tend to plan things, but this kind of things just comes and hits you when you’re least expecting. All you can do is not avoid it but embrace it. I just finished wathing the season premiere of gossip girl. I want georgina back soon,cause she excites the whole show apart from serena. The highlight of the episode, blair and chuck! HAHA! OMG! I know this is just a tv show,but then they are together. It is so funny on how blair taps in her insecurities and tests it out.  Yes,and love is also when you tend to forget your insecurities cause you know that someone accepts your flaws and all. Blair should just stop fussing and just go with the flow. OK,it’s 2 in the morning and i better go sleep now.